Personally Amazed

Posted: December 22, 2014 in Faith

Listening to Christmas music, a line from a song just blew me away:

Did you know the sleeping child you’re holding
Is the Great I AM?

Man, what a trip! As I hold my baby, I wonder at the God becoming like one of these. And I wonder if Mary really had any clue what she held. For the Father to entrust His Son, the second person of the Trinity, to this young woman is mind boggling. For the Son to become like my infant son, helpless, fragile… wow… I can’t really describe how that thought make me feel. My eyes are tearing up, there’s a tightness in my chest and I simply want to worship God.

How to Have a Great Christmas

Posted: December 3, 2014 in Life


By the historical (traditional) Christmas calendar it is now the Advent season. Most of the western world (including evangelical protestant Christians) would call it the Christmas season. Regardless what you call it, it’s a time of great expectation and disappointment. A friend and mentor of mine explained it something like this: People are expecting and hoping for Norman Rockwell and instead end up with Freddy Kruger. This is, sadly, too true. Just yesterday I learned of a tragedy which will effect several families and possibly (probably even) shatter any happy Christmas mojo.

Personally, I’ll confess that I’m in a rather dark place. I am currently struggling through depression, frustration, a sense of being overwhelmed, and general lassitude. And yet Christmas (or Advent) is my most favorite time of the year. It is therefore understandable that I am asking myself how I can pull up out of these doldrums and enjoy the season.

Here’s my answer to myself:

Stop trying to pull yourself out of the doldrums. Stop trying to make sure you have a good Christmas. Instead pour yourself out doing everything you can to help others have a great Christmas. 


Posting this more for my benefit, but also just to provide one more search result for this issue.

Today while working on one of my Test VMs via Remote Desktop and application stopped responding. No problem…simple solution, hit Ctrl + Alt + Del. The difficulty is that those keys trigger my local machine, not the VM through Remote Desktop. I needed to figure out how to send that command to my VM.

Google it. Seriously, it only took me thirty second on Google to find the solution.

To send the Ctrl + Alt + Del command to another machine via Remote Desktop you use the following key combination:

Ctrl + Alt + End

That’s it. Problem solved. Brought up Task Manager, killed the application and now I can get on with my life.

The Best Thing

Posted: November 11, 2014 in Music

Today’s song lyric post is dedicated to my awesome wife. She is (apart of salvation of course) the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love her and cherish her so much.

Following are the lyrics to “The Best Thing” by Reliant K off their 2007 “Five Score And Seven Years Ago” album. At the bottom (under the lyrics) is a link to the video on Vimeo.

It’s been a year
Filled with problems
But now you’re here
Almost as if to solve them
And I can’t live in a world without you now

All my life
I’ve been searching for you
How did I survive
In this world before you
Cause I don’t wanna live another day without you now

This is the best thing
The best thing that could be happening
And I think you would agree
The best thing is that it’s
Happening to you and me

All I’m gonna have
Is all that you can give me
And I’ll give right back
Everything I have in me
Cause nothing ever felt as right
As this does right now

I’ll go back to before we met
Try and erase the past
Try harder to forget cause
Nothing will ever be as good as here and now

Cause when I looked into your eyes
And you dared to stare right back
You should’ve said “Nice to meet you, I’m your other half”

And this is the best thing
The best thing that could be happening
And I think you would agree
The best thing is that it’s happening
This is the best thing (the best thing)
The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)
And I think you would agree (whoooaaa whooaa)
The best thing is that it’s
Happening to you and me

Always knew
I’d find someone
I never dreamt
It’d be like this
You’ve surpassed
All that I’ve hoped for (and ever wished)
And I’m tryin’
So hard
With all my heart and mind
To make your life
As good as you’ve made mine

This is the best thing (the best thing)
The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)
And I think you would agree (whooaaa)
The best thing is that it’s happening to you and me

The best thing is that it’s happening to you and me
The best thing is that it’s happening to you and me

(The best thing) The best thing that could be happening
(The best thing) I think you would agree
The best thing is that it’s happening to you and me

Watch the video of the song here:

Beautiful Lord

Posted: November 10, 2014 in Faith, Music

The following are the lyrics to the song “Beautiful Lord” by Leeland. These lyrics have impressed themselves upon me lately and brought me to place of worship and adoration of my God and Savior.

When the storm is raging all around me
You are the peace that calms
My troubled sea
And when the cares of this world
Darken my day
You are the light that shines
And shows me the way

Oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me!

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord

When my sin is all that I can see
Your grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all I can give
Your gentle Spirit gives me strength again
And oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me

And I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It’s Your mercy that has made me free!

You’re beautiful, my Lord
You’re beautiful, my Lord

Confusion: Relevant or Relative

Posted: November 8, 2014 in Faith, Life, Music

I’m confused by something. Over the last month I’ve several instances of Leonard Cohen’s song “Hallelujah” almost like a worship song. There are too many covers of the song, and even more versions of the song (oddly enough) than covers. At least one appears on website. At the end of another rendition one can hear one of the vocalists saying “Thank you, Jesus” at the end … but the songs lyrics have nothing to do with Jesus … at all.

Now, I love the song, personally. I have several different covers of it in my iTunes playlists and most of them have five stars (oddly enough Cohen’s own version is not one them – one of those weird situations where someone else performs a writer’s song better than the writer himself, in my opinion). Nor am I opposed to Christians singing “secular” music. At least half of my own compositions have nothing to do with faith or Christ or church (and I’ll confess that a few would need an “explicit” label if they were ever produced).

Maybe I’m completely off base but it seems to me that the Christian sub-culture hears a soulful utterance of the word “Hallelujah” and goes bonkers, treating it as some sort of worship song. The song (which, again, I enjoy very much) seems to be a passionate, sensuous, almost sexual song about relationships, love, heartache, betrayal, etc. All the muck of life which makes for great art.

When I hear or see a cover of the song in which the anguish of the content can be heard in the voice and seen in the artist’s expression I am moved and appreciate the longing and pain of the moment. But when the vocal tone is worshipful and expressions rapturous as though the artists were leading a worship set in church, something in my gut twists.

I’m confused by this and I wonder if this is another example of the loss of biblical understanding, orthodoxy and truth in the Western church’s teaching and preaching.

To completely steal a line from one of my favorite films: “You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means.”

When and Why Do You Rejoice?

Posted: November 6, 2014 in Faith


Though the fig tree should not blossom,
nor fruit be on the vines,
the produce of the olive fail
and the fields yield no food,
the flock be cut off from the fold
and there be no herd in the stalls,
yet I will rejoice in the Lord;
I will take joy in the God of my salvation.
— Habakkuk 3:17-18

A note to myself:

Hey self (the psalmists would probably say something poetic like “oh my soul” but we’ll just stick with “hey self”). I have a question. Forgive me if I come across a bit confrontational, but sometimes I think it’s best just to take the proverbial bull by the horns.

Why do you rejoice in the Lord? Or maybe I should ask instead, when do you rejoice in the Lord? I ask because I’m looking over the past and I see a lot of rejoicing when the fig tree is in bloom and fruit is on the vine. And yet at the same time I’ve noticed you have a tendency to also be waiting for the other shoe to drop. I’m trying to be gentle here, but I need to call it like it is. There seems to be an undercurrent of fear even during times of plenty.

I need to ask you another question. What do you really want? This might not make sense to anyone else, but I know you’ll understand. Do you want God himself, or is your desire for the good things he gives? I gotta say, if it’s for the blessings, then you’re settling for too little, setting your sights too low.

Lately you’ve made some amazing strides in rediscovering the amazing love of Christ, and simply basking in and returning that love. Let me encourage you to stay that course. The Psalmist said to delight yourself in the Lord and you will receive the desires of your heart. Jesus said to seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all the other things of life will be taken care of. You’ll have what you want because what you want more than anything else is simply God. Then, when there is no fruit on the vines, no food in the field, and no herd in the stalls you will still be able to rejoice because you have God.

So, hold on to that, self. Grab ahold of that because, I gotta tell you, God’s already grabbed ahold of you and he ain’t lettin’ go so you might as well just give in and gravitational pull of the Divine suck you in.

Most sincerely,